Something about pillows

credited to Caitlyn.

=D


Dearest Blogspot,

Today I woke up at 3:00pm to a reasonably quiet house. The Boyfriends sister was watching TV and his mum was passed out on the couch. Passed out drunk? Asleep?
Probably the former.
I feel so bad because she's not my mum and even if The Boyfriend speaks ill of her I don't really think that I can. He has a weird relationship with her, but at the end of the day, she's his mother.

I got to Perth and had myself some red rooster and delivered The Boyfriend some food while he was at work. There's something off about him lately. I can't quite put my finger on it but he's up to something. Maybe it involves the women in his life. Chloe?
I like her. But why doesn't he ever invite me to hang out with them? They are always alone and he sees her quite a bit. I don't believe he'd ever PHYSICALLY cheat on me... but maybe he likes her more. Could he be in love with her more than he's in love with me? I'd like to say that I'm just being paranoid and it's not true.... but I don't know that.
The Stalker.
*grrr*
Why is she still around?
Why did she add me to facespace?
Why are they still talking if he hates her so much? O__o

What really happened while we were broken up?

So many questions....

Did you ever love her?
Did you have sex with her more than once?
If she had decided to date you, would you have even looked at me again?
Did you break up with me for her?

You joked the other day that if you ever wanted to cheat on me you'd just break up with me and then get back together with me later... Is that what you did?

All these questions that I don't feel I can ask you because you might get sad or angry... or think I'm a crazy bitch.

I know there's more to this story than he's telling...


I'm not stupid.

That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey

Xx