... I'm gone.
That really is all she wrote.
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Monday, November 23, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Welcome...
... to my decent into madness...
lol DRAMA!
Well not really.
I've been waiting to much Gossip Girl and it's addled my brain. The bitchy unique characteristic they display makes me want to dish the dirt on some of the... Centrals Elite.
I wont.
But it makes me want to.
I am currently tipsy and sitting on the balcony of The Francis st place and wishing I was down below in the Northbridge streets. Tonight is messy.
There's a new girl on the scene around my life who I will dub Dallas. Not her real name, OBVIOUSLY.
Dallas is a slut.
She came around to our apartment unannounced to get ready for her night out, leaving her stuff strewn around our place making sure she could come back. Golly Gosh that bitch plays mind games. She's in and she's out and The Boyfriend is oblivious to her mear existence but she is a NUISANCE! Nobody knows who she is so don't try guess, and if you ask anyone around me they'll not know who she is either. Try guess, I dare you.
So due to her and he using us as a cloakroom we are bringing in a $5 per hour fee for those who wish to leave there bags with us while they clubbing.
Drunk people are funny.
I can hear yelling of a girl at her lying cheating boyfriend from here... at least, I assume he's Lying and Cheating.
Speaking of Boyfriends....
Ever get desire for anyone other than yours?
I do... and does that mean that I will cheat... or say something bad about my character?
Or does that just mean I'm female and have a sex drive?
Could I go as far to say that resisting temptation makes me a good person???
I sometimes feel like going to church... not for god or for community or even obligation to parents.... but for the confession... all my secret shames laid out and hung to dry like the dirty laundry we all know it is. I've done things I'm not proud of.... Never cheated on The Boyfriend, please don't miss-understand but... Bad things.
Things I don't dare confess even here.... not that this place is ANY sort of secure.
Miss Bailey's sleep and alcohol addled brain needs to shut down now...
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
lol DRAMA!
Well not really.
I've been waiting to much Gossip Girl and it's addled my brain. The bitchy unique characteristic they display makes me want to dish the dirt on some of the... Centrals Elite.
I wont.
But it makes me want to.
I am currently tipsy and sitting on the balcony of The Francis st place and wishing I was down below in the Northbridge streets. Tonight is messy.
There's a new girl on the scene around my life who I will dub Dallas. Not her real name, OBVIOUSLY.
Dallas is a slut.
She came around to our apartment unannounced to get ready for her night out, leaving her stuff strewn around our place making sure she could come back. Golly Gosh that bitch plays mind games. She's in and she's out and The Boyfriend is oblivious to her mear existence but she is a NUISANCE! Nobody knows who she is so don't try guess, and if you ask anyone around me they'll not know who she is either. Try guess, I dare you.
So due to her and he using us as a cloakroom we are bringing in a $5 per hour fee for those who wish to leave there bags with us while they clubbing.
Drunk people are funny.
I can hear yelling of a girl at her lying cheating boyfriend from here... at least, I assume he's Lying and Cheating.
Speaking of Boyfriends....
Ever get desire for anyone other than yours?
I do... and does that mean that I will cheat... or say something bad about my character?
Or does that just mean I'm female and have a sex drive?
Could I go as far to say that resisting temptation makes me a good person???
I sometimes feel like going to church... not for god or for community or even obligation to parents.... but for the confession... all my secret shames laid out and hung to dry like the dirty laundry we all know it is. I've done things I'm not proud of.... Never cheated on The Boyfriend, please don't miss-understand but... Bad things.
Things I don't dare confess even here.... not that this place is ANY sort of secure.
Miss Bailey's sleep and alcohol addled brain needs to shut down now...
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Never again...
... will I travel down the rabbit hole.
No more drugs.
Ever.
I find it bad that The Boyfriend and I had our first fight over something so trivial. I don't actually care about drugs. I like them, don't get me wrong... I would only do them if they held something for me. If I'm not having a good time, I wont bother with things. But at the end of the day the thing that stuck in my mind was that he flat out said 'NO' that there was no argument and no debate...
I don't like to be controlled.
We are over it, kinda.
Things are back to normal for now but the moment a drug of ANY sort touches his lips, I won't be able to bite my tongue any longer.
bjdhkjahdhsdhd...
fuck it.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey.
Xx
No more drugs.
Ever.
I find it bad that The Boyfriend and I had our first fight over something so trivial. I don't actually care about drugs. I like them, don't get me wrong... I would only do them if they held something for me. If I'm not having a good time, I wont bother with things. But at the end of the day the thing that stuck in my mind was that he flat out said 'NO' that there was no argument and no debate...
I don't like to be controlled.
We are over it, kinda.
Things are back to normal for now but the moment a drug of ANY sort touches his lips, I won't be able to bite my tongue any longer.
bjdhkjahdhsdhd...
fuck it.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey.
Xx
Monday, November 2, 2009
Here comes the sun...
... dooby dooby.
GOOD NEWS!
The Boyfriend got the apartment AND not just the one story one, the TWO story one. This brings much excitement and anticipation. We have to pack... *mad scramble*.
This means no more dealing with lame ass siblings, no more hopping from house to house and intruding on the people we are staying with. I really like them, and there baby is adorable. I shall call them Mr. and Mrs. even though they aren't married.
Mrs. and I have been spending a lot of time together because we are both home during the day. I've been looking after Miss. Baby so that she can do house work without having to stop every 30 seconds because of Miss. Baby being fussy and clingy.
Mr. makes a pretty good dad too.
The Whorecake, aka, least favorite sibling has completely trashed my room at home AFTER I spent forever cleaning it and is denying that she did even though everyone knows she's lying because she's a stubborn little bitch. I here though the grape vine that she's dropped Drop-kick Boyfriend 0.1 for Drop-kick Boyfriend 0.2... lets hope the bitch doesn't get pregnant. I feel like offering her a free hysterectomy... some people just shouldn't have kids.
OH OH OH *panics* my god damn audition is in NINE days.... NINE!
O__O
Truthfully, the panic hasn't entirely set in yet and I am going to be in total shock from Monday through to Wednesday.... I vote someone buys me some drugs for Tuesday night as a 'Thank fuck that's over' party present. Here's hoping I get in JUST so I can get a new charm for my Tiffanies bracelet.
Who here's going to Soundwave!?!?!? *Raises hand*
My early Birthday present The Boyfriend gave me was a ticket to Soundwave for myself and him.... can't fucking wait!
Okay, I think I've bored you enough with my sugar rush. =P
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
GOOD NEWS!
The Boyfriend got the apartment AND not just the one story one, the TWO story one. This brings much excitement and anticipation. We have to pack... *mad scramble*.
This means no more dealing with lame ass siblings, no more hopping from house to house and intruding on the people we are staying with. I really like them, and there baby is adorable. I shall call them Mr. and Mrs. even though they aren't married.
Mrs. and I have been spending a lot of time together because we are both home during the day. I've been looking after Miss. Baby so that she can do house work without having to stop every 30 seconds because of Miss. Baby being fussy and clingy.
Mr. makes a pretty good dad too.
The Whorecake, aka, least favorite sibling has completely trashed my room at home AFTER I spent forever cleaning it and is denying that she did even though everyone knows she's lying because she's a stubborn little bitch. I here though the grape vine that she's dropped Drop-kick Boyfriend 0.1 for Drop-kick Boyfriend 0.2... lets hope the bitch doesn't get pregnant. I feel like offering her a free hysterectomy... some people just shouldn't have kids.
OH OH OH *panics* my god damn audition is in NINE days.... NINE!
O__O
Truthfully, the panic hasn't entirely set in yet and I am going to be in total shock from Monday through to Wednesday.... I vote someone buys me some drugs for Tuesday night as a 'Thank fuck that's over' party present. Here's hoping I get in JUST so I can get a new charm for my Tiffanies bracelet.
Who here's going to Soundwave!?!?!? *Raises hand*
My early Birthday present The Boyfriend gave me was a ticket to Soundwave for myself and him.... can't fucking wait!
Okay, I think I've bored you enough with my sugar rush. =P
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Monday, October 26, 2009
Because there's nothing else to do...
... on days like these.
Sometimes I frustrate myself. I have stuff I really REALLY should be doing which I am putting off because I would much rather watch 'A Very Potter Musical' than learn my monologue right now. I would say it's because I want to relax but I actually feel really tense and horrible. I almost feel like crying.
What the fuck happened to my SPACE!
I don't fit in here anymore... my rooms been trashed by god knows who and my siblings fucking hate me. I can't deal with there noise and they can't deal with my silence.
Having siblings sucks, they constantly want to hum and sing and talk and interrupt what your watching and drive you mad.... eat your food, try on your clothes, sleep in your bed and go through your stuff...
Sometimes they act like you, crush on your friends or show off... sometimes I want to kill the damn things.
*sigh* RANT RANT RANT!!!
In other news... I might move blogs soon... so you can't find me.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Sometimes I frustrate myself. I have stuff I really REALLY should be doing which I am putting off because I would much rather watch 'A Very Potter Musical' than learn my monologue right now. I would say it's because I want to relax but I actually feel really tense and horrible. I almost feel like crying.
What the fuck happened to my SPACE!
I don't fit in here anymore... my rooms been trashed by god knows who and my siblings fucking hate me. I can't deal with there noise and they can't deal with my silence.
Having siblings sucks, they constantly want to hum and sing and talk and interrupt what your watching and drive you mad.... eat your food, try on your clothes, sleep in your bed and go through your stuff...
Sometimes they act like you, crush on your friends or show off... sometimes I want to kill the damn things.
*sigh* RANT RANT RANT!!!
In other news... I might move blogs soon... so you can't find me.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Good Golly Miss Molly...
...I retract all previous statements toward you.
I don't hate you.
And you are NOT a Stalker.
You are Miss Molly.
Also though, due to you and Adrian I AM thinking of deleting this blog because it's not as fun when people I know can read it...
=/
It makes it less real.
Idk.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
I don't hate you.
And you are NOT a Stalker.
You are Miss Molly.
Also though, due to you and Adrian I AM thinking of deleting this blog because it's not as fun when people I know can read it...
=/
It makes it less real.
Idk.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Friday, October 16, 2009
Because this is MY blog...
...and just a blog at that...
Dear Adrian.
Yes, you are a drama magnet and I don't think I have to defend that. I have experienced some of that drama first hand and not only is it hard on the people around you but sometimes it turns you into someone I don't recognise. Example? The Justin fiasco. I'm not saying this to be cruel or nasty but purely to be honest. I LIKE you. We are a lot alike. We have ridiculous amounts in common... but I just cannot be fucked dealing with not just you but the rest of your groups politics. I just got out of that mess, and I have enough problems of my own... and truth be told, it wouldn't be good for you to have me back in that capacity either. When I told you I was done being walked over, I meant it, and since then I've been trying to tell the truth from "Yes your bum looks big in that" to "Yes, you are wrong in this situation." Fuck sugar coatings. I now say what I mean.
So if this all goes so well and god damn it I've been making an effort... I wont have time for anyone If I get into WAAPA and the trivial problems of others aren't going to register on my radar. Call me shallow or bitchy or... whatever.
I mean to be really good friends... to bestest best buddies again, we'd have to deal with all of the crap that happened. I mean do you really think you snapped your fingers and hey presto, I had forgiven you for making my PREVIOUS best friend hate me?
No... never.
I'm not over that.
I don't know if I ever will be and I don't feel as if I could ever trust you in the same way again.
So I dunno, make of this what you will.
Feel free to never speak to me again if that's what makes you happy.
But I do enjoy talking to you.
And I note that I'm probably the most honest person you know right now.
Just saying.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
P.S. How long have you been reading my blog?
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
...
...
Dear Blondie,
STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF! The frog doesn't want you and it's time to MOVE ON!
>__<
I just hate women who don't appreciate themselves or value themselves enough to leave slef destructive relationships.
I think of relationships AS ships. If your ship is sinking, get the fuck off it... though all the pain and freazing water, or go down with it too.
>__>
Mr. James.
I don't deal well with criticism... especially when it is in no way constructive.
Dear Central park,
What the fuck happened to you. Where's the pretty emo boys and more importantly, who let the rank "gangsta" fucks move in?
Makes me want to be old skool emo again, just to show the derro fucks.
Dear Doctor,
Your okay. Or, you will be okay. I send you much love.
OH...
Adrian...
wtf?
Xx
Dear Blondie,
STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF! The frog doesn't want you and it's time to MOVE ON!
>__<
I just hate women who don't appreciate themselves or value themselves enough to leave slef destructive relationships.
I think of relationships AS ships. If your ship is sinking, get the fuck off it... though all the pain and freazing water, or go down with it too.
>__>
Mr. James.
I don't deal well with criticism... especially when it is in no way constructive.
Dear Central park,
What the fuck happened to you. Where's the pretty emo boys and more importantly, who let the rank "gangsta" fucks move in?
Makes me want to be old skool emo again, just to show the derro fucks.
Dear Doctor,
Your okay. Or, you will be okay. I send you much love.
OH...
Adrian...
wtf?
Xx
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Because somtimes...
... This is all I have.
I'm on my third glass of wine and I'm feeling quite good. I had like, a list of things I felt I needed to say but there all the way over there and I really can't be bothered waking up The Boyfriend for Blogspot.
I love you I swear.
I just finished reading 'The Petty Details of so-and-so's Life' and it's made me feel wired around the tummy area. That bit where Emma seems a bit too familiar and where Blue and Elaine feel like The Boyfriend and his mother. This book is about a woman who can't cope, an angry young man, a lesbian, and a dad who lost his family and his mind many years ago.
It pulls at my heartstrings.
Does anyone ever want to write something totally inappropriate... like, "Hi, I just had an orgasm." or "I'ma go have sex now." on here?
I keep getting urges to do that. =P
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
I'm on my third glass of wine and I'm feeling quite good. I had like, a list of things I felt I needed to say but there all the way over there and I really can't be bothered waking up The Boyfriend for Blogspot.
I love you I swear.
I just finished reading 'The Petty Details of so-and-so's Life' and it's made me feel wired around the tummy area. That bit where Emma seems a bit too familiar and where Blue and Elaine feel like The Boyfriend and his mother. This book is about a woman who can't cope, an angry young man, a lesbian, and a dad who lost his family and his mind many years ago.
It pulls at my heartstrings.
Does anyone ever want to write something totally inappropriate... like, "Hi, I just had an orgasm." or "I'ma go have sex now." on here?
I keep getting urges to do that. =P
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Friday, September 25, 2009
Cherry red...
... is the best coloured nail polish ever.
So I'm not going to earth dance and everyone else is. I hate my job sometimes, I have to miss out on so much stuff and my social life fails.
*sigh* oh well... I'll just bring ear plugs to Nick Skitz.. ewwww.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey
Xx
So I'm not going to earth dance and everyone else is. I hate my job sometimes, I have to miss out on so much stuff and my social life fails.
*sigh* oh well... I'll just bring ear plugs to Nick Skitz.. ewwww.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey
Xx
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I am...
... so superficial.
Any bad thing The Boyfriend has ever done to me... any mean thing. Any time he's bored me or hurt me or made me cry...
just went out the window...
By the simple application of TIFFANY and Co. jewelry.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey
Xx
Any bad thing The Boyfriend has ever done to me... any mean thing. Any time he's bored me or hurt me or made me cry...
just went out the window...
By the simple application of TIFFANY and Co. jewelry.
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey
Xx
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I'm so post modern...
nang nang nang nangnangnangnangnang nang nang nang!
So Caitlyn got a nang machine.
I noticed something about the way I Nang vs. Other people.
If I Nang sober... I can get wicked visuals. I can even get small body sensations.
If on Acid...
It's like I've been dipped in a sea of colour and I hallucinate... sometimes it gets scary. I have full body sensations weather it be someone slapping me or acid in my mouth, and my mind plays games with it's self. If I don't win those games, I get hurt.
One of my favorite body sensations is the one where it feels like thin filmy stickers are getting thrown at me. It can stick my eyelids closed or bind my body... it's... fucking random.
...
Okay moving on.
Right now I have drunk almost an entire bottle of red wine to my self and am not in bed yet dispite The Boyfriends protests because quite frankly... I haven't done this in a long time and it's something I enjoy. I like to stay up late on the PC getting drunk while reading pron and keeping up to date with my current youtube vlogers. I am ADDICTED to vlogging.
I haven't been able to do this since I started staying with The Boyfriend more and more. He works random hours and he's a bit of a sook when it comes to cuddles. Which I love.
But sometimes I think a bit of 'Me' time would be good. I WANT to stay up late. I never get drunk because The Boyfriend hates alcahol but sometimes it would be nice to get hammered and forget what I did the next day. Is it wrong to not want to act like a grown up 24/7?
Sometimes being around him is so... cold?
I miss being stupid, spon-tan-u-us and random.
I MISS DANCING IN PUBLIC!
>__>
But I love him to much to push him away by being that girl again.
That crazy, somewhat messed up... totally messy girl.
*sigh*
OH OH OH
you know who's awesome?
My mum!
Guess what she did?
NO... GUESS!
wrong.
She bought me and Josh an electric blanket because she wasn't sure we were warm enough and bought be a new journal for all my Wheeling's and dealings.
I love my mum. She's so rad.
... what else?
OH I love livelavalive on youtube.
I think that's all.
OH and should I get twitter? I know it's shit but frezned my all time fave vlogger has one and maybe I can talk to him!!! O__O!
or not.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
So Caitlyn got a nang machine.
I noticed something about the way I Nang vs. Other people.
If I Nang sober... I can get wicked visuals. I can even get small body sensations.
If on Acid...
It's like I've been dipped in a sea of colour and I hallucinate... sometimes it gets scary. I have full body sensations weather it be someone slapping me or acid in my mouth, and my mind plays games with it's self. If I don't win those games, I get hurt.
One of my favorite body sensations is the one where it feels like thin filmy stickers are getting thrown at me. It can stick my eyelids closed or bind my body... it's... fucking random.
...
Okay moving on.
Right now I have drunk almost an entire bottle of red wine to my self and am not in bed yet dispite The Boyfriends protests because quite frankly... I haven't done this in a long time and it's something I enjoy. I like to stay up late on the PC getting drunk while reading pron and keeping up to date with my current youtube vlogers. I am ADDICTED to vlogging.
I haven't been able to do this since I started staying with The Boyfriend more and more. He works random hours and he's a bit of a sook when it comes to cuddles. Which I love.
But sometimes I think a bit of 'Me' time would be good. I WANT to stay up late. I never get drunk because The Boyfriend hates alcahol but sometimes it would be nice to get hammered and forget what I did the next day. Is it wrong to not want to act like a grown up 24/7?
Sometimes being around him is so... cold?
I miss being stupid, spon-tan-u-us and random.
I MISS DANCING IN PUBLIC!
>__>
But I love him to much to push him away by being that girl again.
That crazy, somewhat messed up... totally messy girl.
*sigh*
OH OH OH
you know who's awesome?
My mum!
Guess what she did?
NO... GUESS!
wrong.
She bought me and Josh an electric blanket because she wasn't sure we were warm enough and bought be a new journal for all my Wheeling's and dealings.
I love my mum. She's so rad.
... what else?
OH I love livelavalive on youtube.
I think that's all.
OH and should I get twitter? I know it's shit but frezned my all time fave vlogger has one and maybe I can talk to him!!! O__O!
or not.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Thursday, September 10, 2009
My Life...
Is soooo boring.
=[
Today I woke up at around 2:00pm got dressed and went to the shops.
I purchased;
1 2L Coke-a-cola
1 punnet of strawberries
1 thingy of creme
2 packets of chips
2 Continental pasta dishes
Then I got some KFC and walked home.
annnnd then I lazed around, had a shower, watched shitty daytime TV... ate my strawberries with creme and had some cola...
*sigh*
I think I need a hobby...
and a better diet.
That's all she wrote
- Miss Bailey
Xx
=[
Today I woke up at around 2:00pm got dressed and went to the shops.
I purchased;
1 2L Coke-a-cola
1 punnet of strawberries
1 thingy of creme
2 packets of chips
2 Continental pasta dishes
Then I got some KFC and walked home.
annnnd then I lazed around, had a shower, watched shitty daytime TV... ate my strawberries with creme and had some cola...
*sigh*
I think I need a hobby...
and a better diet.
That's all she wrote
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Simon Says...
... wicked bob.
So I'm high... ish, kinda... maybe...
lol, isn't it funny that I'm not sure?
I wish I was triping right now. I had some acid but it didn't even keep me awake.
ugh.
fail.
I played space hulk and NEARLY won. lol.
and...
I surprisingly had fun...
SORT BLOG. HIGH BLOG.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
So I'm high... ish, kinda... maybe...
lol, isn't it funny that I'm not sure?
I wish I was triping right now. I had some acid but it didn't even keep me awake.
ugh.
fail.
I played space hulk and NEARLY won. lol.
and...
I surprisingly had fun...
SORT BLOG. HIGH BLOG.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Friday, September 4, 2009
Jew jew lame penis....
...LOL
So because I worked while half dead last night I seem to have done even more damage to my tooth, GO ME! This means that the acting classes I have today have to be post-poned,,,,, and I have no mobile phone and I got the guys voice mail, so I have to stay awake and wait to call the fucker at 1:00pm. >__< and I have a headache.
Anyway Josh called me at 12:00 to let me know I have an acting appointment in EAST FREAMANTLE at 3:00... >__> I have never been there before and you give me3 hours to get there????
I kill you.
This guys going to hate me.
ugh.
OH and I have an audition tomorrow I am so not ready for... I don't think I'll go.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
So because I worked while half dead last night I seem to have done even more damage to my tooth, GO ME! This means that the acting classes I have today have to be post-poned,,,,, and I have no mobile phone and I got the guys voice mail, so I have to stay awake and wait to call the fucker at 1:00pm. >__< and I have a headache.
Anyway Josh called me at 12:00 to let me know I have an acting appointment in EAST FREAMANTLE at 3:00... >__> I have never been there before and you give me3 hours to get there????
I kill you.
This guys going to hate me.
ugh.
OH and I have an audition tomorrow I am so not ready for... I don't think I'll go.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Thursday, September 3, 2009
11:39 Thursday night...
... crisis of faith.
I am a scab.
A moocher.
Whatever you want to call it.
Pretty much I love free stuff and I don't see a problem with that most of the time, If I can get something for free, that's awesome and I'll go for it. OH GOSH, I sounded like a whore then. =/
But no seriously, I will giggle and flirt for something but mostly I don't have to because I'm just a good person, and it makes other people feel good to give me free stuff.
ANYWAY, which brings us to my point.
The Newbie! I think that's what I dubbed her in previous blogs is a very awesome chick who happens to have fuck off rich parentals and although she's only like, 17, lives by herself in a cute little apartment so she can attend uni in Perth while her parentals have fun on there property in bat shit no where.
So I haven't really minded crashing here because I buy my own food and I guess she must get lonely here all by herself all the time and I like to think I've been filling some of that void.
But,
Tonight I walk in and she's cry and looking for her ipod and The Boyfriend and I had just kinda gone to bed after using all her hot water and we hadn't done the dishes and I got this awful feeling that I've overstayed my welcome. =/
Now the question is do I go impose some more on my parents or stay here and flounder till The boyfriend gets his own place or she asks me to leave?
Which also brings up the fact that I really don't have any space of my own and I feel really a-drift right now which is not a good way for me to live I HATE feeling like that.
...
Oh well.
-That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
I am a scab.
A moocher.
Whatever you want to call it.
Pretty much I love free stuff and I don't see a problem with that most of the time, If I can get something for free, that's awesome and I'll go for it. OH GOSH, I sounded like a whore then. =/
But no seriously, I will giggle and flirt for something but mostly I don't have to because I'm just a good person, and it makes other people feel good to give me free stuff.
ANYWAY, which brings us to my point.
The Newbie! I think that's what I dubbed her in previous blogs is a very awesome chick who happens to have fuck off rich parentals and although she's only like, 17, lives by herself in a cute little apartment so she can attend uni in Perth while her parentals have fun on there property in bat shit no where.
So I haven't really minded crashing here because I buy my own food and I guess she must get lonely here all by herself all the time and I like to think I've been filling some of that void.
But,
Tonight I walk in and she's cry and looking for her ipod and The Boyfriend and I had just kinda gone to bed after using all her hot water and we hadn't done the dishes and I got this awful feeling that I've overstayed my welcome. =/
Now the question is do I go impose some more on my parents or stay here and flounder till The boyfriend gets his own place or she asks me to leave?
Which also brings up the fact that I really don't have any space of my own and I feel really a-drift right now which is not a good way for me to live I HATE feeling like that.
...
Oh well.
-That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Welcome to September...
Lets kick off this month with a bout of sickness that makes it impossiable for you to keep your food down and some very expensive and painful denstestry.
I hate my teeth.
Not only are they crooked and yellowing, when I was little I really didn't like brushing them but I did like Coca-Cola. So they suffered a bit of decay. So I really should go to a dentist. But besides the usual hating of dentists everyone else has I am also highly... like... fucking ridiculously Needle-phobic.
Just typing that took effort.
So when part of one of my back teeth snapped off I dealt with the pain and was fine UNTIL last saturday when guring I forgot about my tooth and gurned on it. and ate food on it...
>__<
So, now it's infected and leaking poison into my blood.
It's been three days since I've eaten food.
Notably, I like not eating, I'm loosing weight quite rapidly.
*sigh* I suppose I haven't had a life threatening illness for a while, it was on my to do list.
I'm about to attempt to eat some yogo.
[its that or pizza, unless anyone would like to bring me some vegetables???]
OH and I have an audition in 5 days.
Lets hope I don't throw up on the directors shoes. =/
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
I hate my teeth.
Not only are they crooked and yellowing, when I was little I really didn't like brushing them but I did like Coca-Cola. So they suffered a bit of decay. So I really should go to a dentist. But besides the usual hating of dentists everyone else has I am also highly... like... fucking ridiculously Needle-phobic.
Just typing that took effort.
So when part of one of my back teeth snapped off I dealt with the pain and was fine UNTIL last saturday when guring I forgot about my tooth and gurned on it. and ate food on it...
>__<
So, now it's infected and leaking poison into my blood.
It's been three days since I've eaten food.
Notably, I like not eating, I'm loosing weight quite rapidly.
*sigh* I suppose I haven't had a life threatening illness for a while, it was on my to do list.
I'm about to attempt to eat some yogo.
[its that or pizza, unless anyone would like to bring me some vegetables???]
OH and I have an audition in 5 days.
Lets hope I don't throw up on the directors shoes. =/
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Monday, August 31, 2009
Still Standing...
... just.
After an amazing weekend with some good friends, where I felt both more alive and more dead than I have ever felt in my life.
After getting quizzed and snapped at by my boyfriend.
After the gurning caused me to have the worst toothache ever.
After The Boyfriend realised that I am never going to cheat on him and that I will be there for him forever and forgave me for getting high.
Yep.
I'm still standing... Just.
After an amazing weekend with some good friends, where I felt both more alive and more dead than I have ever felt in my life.
After getting quizzed and snapped at by my boyfriend.
After the gurning caused me to have the worst toothache ever.
After The Boyfriend realised that I am never going to cheat on him and that I will be there for him forever and forgave me for getting high.
Yep.
I'm still standing... Just.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Dear Diary,
I am a lazy bitch who really needs to get her ass off the couch.
That is all.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
That is all.
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Friday, August 21, 2009
Sometimes I'm Lost...
.... But sometimes... I'm right on the money.
Hello world,
Today was lazy as most days are and I realised The Stalker still has my shoes.
Today I felt a little moody, I yelled at The Father-Figure, and was yelled at right back.
Today was strange.
Today was The New-ones first day of promotions at the place that I work...
... she was awesome.
I left The Boyfriend there today.
Today he got a text message from The Before-girl.
I felt like a Substitute-Girl again.
Today, he also had visitors in the form of The Stalker and The Wronged.
Today I realised how stupid it was to give people these names... nobody knows who they are... and if they read it, they could figure it was them-selves...
Who am I protecting them from?
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
Hello world,
Today was lazy as most days are and I realised The Stalker still has my shoes.
Today I felt a little moody, I yelled at The Father-Figure, and was yelled at right back.
Today was strange.
Today was The New-ones first day of promotions at the place that I work...
... she was awesome.
I left The Boyfriend there today.
Today he got a text message from The Before-girl.
I felt like a Substitute-Girl again.
Today, he also had visitors in the form of The Stalker and The Wronged.
Today I realised how stupid it was to give people these names... nobody knows who they are... and if they read it, they could figure it was them-selves...
Who am I protecting them from?
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
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