Good Golly Miss Molly...

...I retract all previous statements toward you.

I don't hate you.

And you are NOT a Stalker.

You are Miss Molly.

Also though, due to you and Adrian I AM thinking of deleting this blog because it's not as fun when people I know can read it...

=/

It makes it less real.

Idk.

That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

Because this is MY blog...

...and just a blog at that...

Dear Adrian.

Yes, you are a drama magnet and I don't think I have to defend that. I have experienced some of that drama first hand and not only is it hard on the people around you but sometimes it turns you into someone I don't recognise. Example? The Justin fiasco. I'm not saying this to be cruel or nasty but purely to be honest. I LIKE you. We are a lot alike. We have ridiculous amounts in common... but I just cannot be fucked dealing with not just you but the rest of your groups politics. I just got out of that mess, and I have enough problems of my own... and truth be told, it wouldn't be good for you to have me back in that capacity either. When I told you I was done being walked over, I meant it, and since then I've been trying to tell the truth from "Yes your bum looks big in that" to "Yes, you are wrong in this situation." Fuck sugar coatings. I now say what I mean.

So if this all goes so well and god damn it I've been making an effort... I wont have time for anyone If I get into WAAPA and the trivial problems of others aren't going to register on my radar. Call me shallow or bitchy or... whatever.

I mean to be really good friends... to bestest best buddies again, we'd have to deal with all of the crap that happened. I mean do you really think you snapped your fingers and hey presto, I had forgiven you for making my PREVIOUS best friend hate me?

No... never.

I'm not over that.

I don't know if I ever will be and I don't feel as if I could ever trust you in the same way again.

So I dunno, make of this what you will.

Feel free to never speak to me again if that's what makes you happy.

But I do enjoy talking to you.

And I note that I'm probably the most honest person you know right now.

Just saying.

That's all she wrote,

- Miss Bailey

Xx

P.S. How long have you been reading my blog?

...

...

Dear Blondie,
STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF! The frog doesn't want you and it's time to MOVE ON!
>__<
I just hate women who don't appreciate themselves or value themselves enough to leave slef destructive relationships.
I think of relationships AS ships. If your ship is sinking, get the fuck off it... though all the pain and freazing water, or go down with it too.
>__>

Mr. James.
I don't deal well with criticism... especially when it is in no way constructive.

Dear Central park,
What the fuck happened to you. Where's the pretty emo boys and more importantly, who let the rank "gangsta" fucks move in?
Makes me want to be old skool emo again, just to show the derro fucks.

Dear Doctor,
Your okay. Or, you will be okay. I send you much love.

OH...

Adrian...
wtf?


Xx

Because somtimes...

... This is all I have.

I'm on my third glass of wine and I'm feeling quite good. I had like, a list of things I felt I needed to say but there all the way over there and I really can't be bothered waking up The Boyfriend for Blogspot.
I love you I swear.

I just finished reading 'The Petty Details of so-and-so's Life' and it's made me feel wired around the tummy area. That bit where Emma seems a bit too familiar and where Blue and Elaine feel like The Boyfriend and his mother. This book is about a woman who can't cope, an angry young man, a lesbian, and a dad who lost his family and his mind many years ago.

It pulls at my heartstrings.

Does anyone ever want to write something totally inappropriate... like, "Hi, I just had an orgasm." or "I'ma go have sex now." on here?

I keep getting urges to do that. =P

That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

Cherry red...

... is the best coloured nail polish ever.

So I'm not going to earth dance and everyone else is. I hate my job sometimes, I have to miss out on so much stuff and my social life fails.

*sigh* oh well... I'll just bring ear plugs to Nick Skitz.. ewwww.


That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey

Xx

I am...

... so superficial.


Any bad thing The Boyfriend has ever done to me... any mean thing. Any time he's bored me or hurt me or made me cry...
just went out the window...


By the simple application of TIFFANY and Co. jewelry.


That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey

Xx

I'm so post modern...

nang nang nang nangnangnangnangnang nang nang nang!

So Caitlyn got a nang machine.
I noticed something about the way I Nang vs. Other people.

If I Nang sober... I can get wicked visuals. I can even get small body sensations.

If on Acid...
It's like I've been dipped in a sea of colour and I hallucinate... sometimes it gets scary. I have full body sensations weather it be someone slapping me or acid in my mouth, and my mind plays games with it's self. If I don't win those games, I get hurt.
One of my favorite body sensations is the one where it feels like thin filmy stickers are getting thrown at me. It can stick my eyelids closed or bind my body... it's... fucking random.

...

Okay moving on.

Right now I have drunk almost an entire bottle of red wine to my self and am not in bed yet dispite The Boyfriends protests because quite frankly... I haven't done this in a long time and it's something I enjoy. I like to stay up late on the PC getting drunk while reading pron and keeping up to date with my current youtube vlogers. I am ADDICTED to vlogging.
I haven't been able to do this since I started staying with The Boyfriend more and more. He works random hours and he's a bit of a sook when it comes to cuddles. Which I love.
But sometimes I think a bit of 'Me' time would be good. I WANT to stay up late. I never get drunk because The Boyfriend hates alcahol but sometimes it would be nice to get hammered and forget what I did the next day. Is it wrong to not want to act like a grown up 24/7?
Sometimes being around him is so... cold?
I miss being stupid, spon-tan-u-us and random.
I MISS DANCING IN PUBLIC!

>__>

But I love him to much to push him away by being that girl again.
That crazy, somewhat messed up... totally messy girl.


*sigh*

OH OH OH
you know who's awesome?
My mum!
Guess what she did?

NO... GUESS!

wrong.

She bought me and Josh an electric blanket because she wasn't sure we were warm enough and bought be a new journal for all my Wheeling's and dealings.

I love my mum. She's so rad.


... what else?


OH I love livelavalive on youtube.



I think that's all.

OH and should I get twitter? I know it's shit but frezned my all time fave vlogger has one and maybe I can talk to him!!! O__O!



or not.


That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx