Raindrops, Unicorns and Kittens, OH MY!

raindrops



Reality Sucks.
Sometimes I think it's not all worth it. That I should shut myself emotionally 'off'. Turn that little light of hope into a big black empty void of unfeeling. That would be nice.
Apathy or Empathy.
Mood: Apathetic.
"I fake empathy so people will like me."
Is that what I do? Pretend to care? Or is that just a wish that I have that I don't give a shit?
"It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
...
Bullshit.
Nightmares,
have made a biiiig comeback... along with random lesbian sex dreams. Weird.
Drop.
I wish! I wanted a little something tonight. Take the edge off. Green squirrel? I think I'm starting to scare myself. I love it to much.
Red,
Is a great colour. It's the colour of the blood pumping through my veins... The colour I resist the temptation to see. I get addicted to things to easy.
(Addicted to men, Addicted to to drinking, Addicted to blood, Addicted to attention.... I'm an addict.)
Over.
Is it?
Paper...
"This paper-cut skin,
If a mans hands show his trade does it suit me then."
Save me?
From turning back into that person. You made me so much better... don't make me change.

unicorns

Central park was odd today.It was really tense. I finally came to the conclusion that I am AN IDIOT and that Sammy doesn't deserve the shit she's been getting. Stop making up shit about her and Josh and about me too. Whoever wrote that bullshit in Sammy's truth box is a nasty piece of work. That's the problem with these things. being anonymous. It gives you the opportunity to be spiteful without being held accountable.

kittens

Thanks for the cuddles today.
Thanks Griffin for once again making me feel better.
Sorry to Sammy.
Sorry to Josh.

I thought all this was over when I left high school.

That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey.

xx