Okay, so I'm sure you've noticed the trend of late.
"Blah Blah Blah, my ex doesn't love me BLAH!"
And I get it...
I'm starting to sound like a broken record. The worst part is in every conversation I hope someone asks "So, how are you two?" So I can bring it all up again. It's on my brain all the time and to quote 'Mean Girls', " I can feel people getting bored with me, but I can't stop."
It's like he's infected my brain.
I was day dreaming on the train today. In my head, I drew a red heart on a white piece of paper and cut it out with a pair of silver scissors. I handed that piece of paper to my ex in my dream and told him "hey wait, you dropped this."
He smiled at me looking oddly confused and something in me got angry...
"My heart is in your hands.
Every time you call or talk to me, I want you to think about the damage your doing to that heart. Don't get me wrong, I love you and want to be there for you when you need me, and I am willing to stand all the pain you cause me... But I need to have something to be working for, some light at the end of the tunnel to keep me going.
Because if all this pain and heartache is for nothing...
Your going to shred that heart to pieces."
That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey
Xx
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