So I've been crying again...
UGH! and I was so happy!
Fucking hormones >__>
...
So I'm lying in bed next to the boyfriend. and suddenly I remember lying next to him long ago... well, not that long ago, and I remember feeling like a whore. I felt so horribly dirty because I though he was using me and I wasn't doing anything to stop him, because I love him.
Sometimes I think these wounds wont heal... that for the rest of my time with him these emotions will keep over flowing. Because how can I say that to him?
How can I say "I am crying because long ago you treated me like a dirty slut... now sometimes I feel like that's true"
YEAH, that's going to do WONDERS for his self esteem...
*sigh*
That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey
Xx
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