Cherry red...

... is the best coloured nail polish ever.

So I'm not going to earth dance and everyone else is. I hate my job sometimes, I have to miss out on so much stuff and my social life fails.

*sigh* oh well... I'll just bring ear plugs to Nick Skitz.. ewwww.


That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey

Xx

I am...

... so superficial.


Any bad thing The Boyfriend has ever done to me... any mean thing. Any time he's bored me or hurt me or made me cry...
just went out the window...


By the simple application of TIFFANY and Co. jewelry.


That's all she wrote,
-Miss Bailey

Xx

I'm so post modern...

nang nang nang nangnangnangnangnang nang nang nang!

So Caitlyn got a nang machine.
I noticed something about the way I Nang vs. Other people.

If I Nang sober... I can get wicked visuals. I can even get small body sensations.

If on Acid...
It's like I've been dipped in a sea of colour and I hallucinate... sometimes it gets scary. I have full body sensations weather it be someone slapping me or acid in my mouth, and my mind plays games with it's self. If I don't win those games, I get hurt.
One of my favorite body sensations is the one where it feels like thin filmy stickers are getting thrown at me. It can stick my eyelids closed or bind my body... it's... fucking random.

...

Okay moving on.

Right now I have drunk almost an entire bottle of red wine to my self and am not in bed yet dispite The Boyfriends protests because quite frankly... I haven't done this in a long time and it's something I enjoy. I like to stay up late on the PC getting drunk while reading pron and keeping up to date with my current youtube vlogers. I am ADDICTED to vlogging.
I haven't been able to do this since I started staying with The Boyfriend more and more. He works random hours and he's a bit of a sook when it comes to cuddles. Which I love.
But sometimes I think a bit of 'Me' time would be good. I WANT to stay up late. I never get drunk because The Boyfriend hates alcahol but sometimes it would be nice to get hammered and forget what I did the next day. Is it wrong to not want to act like a grown up 24/7?
Sometimes being around him is so... cold?
I miss being stupid, spon-tan-u-us and random.
I MISS DANCING IN PUBLIC!

>__>

But I love him to much to push him away by being that girl again.
That crazy, somewhat messed up... totally messy girl.


*sigh*

OH OH OH
you know who's awesome?
My mum!
Guess what she did?

NO... GUESS!

wrong.

She bought me and Josh an electric blanket because she wasn't sure we were warm enough and bought be a new journal for all my Wheeling's and dealings.

I love my mum. She's so rad.


... what else?


OH I love livelavalive on youtube.



I think that's all.

OH and should I get twitter? I know it's shit but frezned my all time fave vlogger has one and maybe I can talk to him!!! O__O!



or not.


That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

My Life...

Is soooo boring.

=[

Today I woke up at around 2:00pm got dressed and went to the shops.
I purchased;

1 2L Coke-a-cola
1 punnet of strawberries
1 thingy of creme
2 packets of chips
2 Continental pasta dishes

Then I got some KFC and walked home.

annnnd then I lazed around, had a shower, watched shitty daytime TV... ate my strawberries with creme and had some cola...

*sigh*

I think I need a hobby...

and a better diet.


That's all she wrote
- Miss Bailey

Xx

Simon Says...

... wicked bob.


So I'm high... ish, kinda... maybe...
lol, isn't it funny that I'm not sure?

I wish I was triping right now. I had some acid but it didn't even keep me awake.

ugh.

fail.


I played space hulk and NEARLY won. lol.


and...

I surprisingly had fun...


SORT BLOG. HIGH BLOG.


That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

Jew jew lame penis....

...LOL

So because I worked while half dead last night I seem to have done even more damage to my tooth, GO ME! This means that the acting classes I have today have to be post-poned,,,,, and I have no mobile phone and I got the guys voice mail, so I have to stay awake and wait to call the fucker at 1:00pm. >__< and I have a headache.
Anyway Josh called me at 12:00 to let me know I have an acting appointment in EAST FREAMANTLE at 3:00... >__> I have never been there before and you give me3 hours to get there????
I kill you.


This guys going to hate me.

ugh.

OH and I have an audition tomorrow I am so not ready for... I don't think I'll go.



That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

11:39 Thursday night...

... crisis of faith.

I am a scab.
A moocher.
Whatever you want to call it.
Pretty much I love free stuff and I don't see a problem with that most of the time, If I can get something for free, that's awesome and I'll go for it. OH GOSH, I sounded like a whore then. =/
But no seriously, I will giggle and flirt for something but mostly I don't have to because I'm just a good person, and it makes other people feel good to give me free stuff.
ANYWAY, which brings us to my point.
The Newbie! I think that's what I dubbed her in previous blogs is a very awesome chick who happens to have fuck off rich parentals and although she's only like, 17, lives by herself in a cute little apartment so she can attend uni in Perth while her parentals have fun on there property in bat shit no where.
So I haven't really minded crashing here because I buy my own food and I guess she must get lonely here all by herself all the time and I like to think I've been filling some of that void.
But,
Tonight I walk in and she's cry and looking for her ipod and The Boyfriend and I had just kinda gone to bed after using all her hot water and we hadn't done the dishes and I got this awful feeling that I've overstayed my welcome. =/

Now the question is do I go impose some more on my parents or stay here and flounder till The boyfriend gets his own place or she asks me to leave?

Which also brings up the fact that I really don't have any space of my own and I feel really a-drift right now which is not a good way for me to live I HATE feeling like that.


...
Oh well.

-That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx

Welcome to September...

Lets kick off this month with a bout of sickness that makes it impossiable for you to keep your food down and some very expensive and painful denstestry.
I hate my teeth.
Not only are they crooked and yellowing, when I was little I really didn't like brushing them but I did like Coca-Cola. So they suffered a bit of decay. So I really should go to a dentist. But besides the usual hating of dentists everyone else has I am also highly... like... fucking ridiculously Needle-phobic.
Just typing that took effort.
So when part of one of my back teeth snapped off I dealt with the pain and was fine UNTIL last saturday when guring I forgot about my tooth and gurned on it. and ate food on it...
>__<
So, now it's infected and leaking poison into my blood.
It's been three days since I've eaten food.
Notably, I like not eating, I'm loosing weight quite rapidly.

*sigh* I suppose I haven't had a life threatening illness for a while, it was on my to do list.

I'm about to attempt to eat some yogo.
[its that or pizza, unless anyone would like to bring me some vegetables???]


OH and I have an audition in 5 days.
Lets hope I don't throw up on the directors shoes. =/

That's all she wrote,
- Miss Bailey

Xx